Monday, October 7, 2019

The students look old these days,
About my age,
Except they cough on their sleeves.
They've been taught to cover their mouths,
Not with their hands that they'll be using 
To touch things later,
But with their forearms
Or the insides of their elbows.

They have been taught,
And they have learned 
About germs,
And this is progress.
I guess.

But what will the generation succeeding them do 
When they cough?
They will scoff at the ones who sneeze
Into their sleeves?
Yes.
For this is what the younger generations do
To the proceeding ones.
They've been taught to.
They've learned.


-jenn
First World Woes

I prepare myself for the reality of dryer lint.
I steel myself against what I perceive 
Will be unnecessary steps
To deliver it to the trash can.
My old house had a space
For rubbish to go right beside the dryer,
But now, so many things I miss.

I fight the urge of remembered complacency,
The thought patterns that suggest
That yesterday was better.
But what about yesterday's yesterday?
Yesteryear?
I cannot help but sigh 
And roll my eyes,
And wonder if I have room outside
For a clothesline.


-jenn
After the library at Alexandria burned,
A man walking by found the charred remains
Of a book that described the Philosopher's Stone and where to find it.
And so he sold everything he had
And moved up to the coast of Spain
And set up camp on the coast of the Mediterranean Sea.
The book described a smooth black pebble,
That might appear as any other 
That you could see on that shore.

But the book explained the mystery 
Of how one would know the Philosopher's Stone
By the fact that it would feel cool to the touch
Instead of warm, as one would expect 
A normal pebble to be from lying there on the sun.

And the story goes that the man
Contrived a plan so that he wouldn't continue 
To try the same pebbles over and over.
He would pick one up and feel it,
And if it were warm, he would
Hurl it into the sea.

And so he did this day after day,
Until one occasion when he reached down 
And grabbed a pebble 
And felt that it was cool,
And he stood up,
And hurled it into the sea!

Immediately he recoiled 
In grief and pain.
He had thrown the Philosopher's Stone away,
And would surely never find it again,
And why?
Because he was in such a rut of habit,
That before he could think 
That something was different here,
He had acted out of rote.

So I hope I don't go on
Doing the same old same old things,
And miss some spontaneous magic
That might happen to me.
I hope I can be aware
Of a lovely chance 
To stare into some extraordinary thing
(Like your eyes)
And understand what a chance that I've been given.

-jenn


Sunday, October 6, 2019

I've been seeing them carry things
In and out of the house all day,
A total remodel.
They gutted the place,
Carried in wood and plaster and paint,
Sheet rock and brand new window panes.
But this time all I could see over the hedge
Was how carefully they were moving.
"It looks like they're carrying a baby," I thought,
And I was right.
When they emerged from behind the hedge,
I saw the fair-haired head
Of an infant in his arms.

There are somethings a mother knows,
How lightly one can walk with a baby in tow,
Almost as if on air,
And now I see the reason 
For the sudden nesting season.


-jenn
Clouds on clouds,
The day adjourns.
Any misgivings can be returned 
By the jury, like socks
That do not fit.
But some return gifts that fit just right,
Preferring to select their own society.

Piety comes in many forms,
And in the norms of jury duty,
I find no solace,
Just a grimace from sitting all day
In Blind Justice's gray courtroom,
Feeling such great pity
For all involved.
It seems a simple situation devolved,
And As I stand, I wonder if Love 
Really could have been the answer?

Love is on trial.
It's on the witness stand.
It's my court appointed counsel.
It has a fool for a client.
It's done everything but judge,
Everything but fail.
Yet I feel it's lovely leg irons, now.
They keep me from running.
I'm standing.
I'm standing,
Awaiting for the verdict.


-jenn

Wednesday, October 2, 2019

I stand amidst bees that will not sting me.
They are busy with the lavender flowers
That blush high atop the rosemary bush.
I have stood for hours here,
Patiently learning how to bloom.

I try not to be distracted by the buzz,
The translucent wings.
A bird sings, while hairy legs churn
Over fluffy clumps of petals,
And little bits of pollen stick,
Like metal shavings to a magnet.
I see the movement of the breeze,
The bees, but what is the flower doing?

The question taunts me into the night.
My internal flowers haunt the tufts of folded buds inside my core.
I lie awake, dressed in vernal gossamer,
Secretly blossoming.
Window open, breeze is blowing,
I am waiting for my bee to alight.
I'm waiting to be smelled.


-jenn

Black sheep always take up with other black sheep.
Their children are not only sheepish,
But ever so blackishly so.

I have wandered from my fold,
For they are day, and I am night.
My dark eyes of understanding show
The old souls who came before me
In my clan,
And I can see the black sheep DNA
A mile away, and secretly hope
To replicate it,
To fill the world with artists, beggars and poets
Who will soothe the world and heal it 
From its pain
Of trying to be too perfect
In the perfect light of day.

I am looking.
I am looking.
I am loving the dark parts of your heart
That have long, long gone astray.


-jenn